
Kevin Chen
Shanghai | Boston | New York
“Be yourself so that the people looking for you can find you.”
About Me
Hi.Welcome. I hope you are happy.I am currently 20.Ever since I washed up in New York after high school, I've been wondering if I am coming or going; if I am ever going to be who I think I am.My only fear is being 80 years old and thinking to myself:
"I got here too early. I didn't take the scenic route for some stupid reason. I had my whole life in front of me, and I no longer do. I'm here now, and there's nothing I can do."I don’t want that for myself. I want to see how far I can take my one life. I never want to think:
I should have climbed that mountain.
I should have loved that person.
I should have chased that dream.
I should have cherished that moment.I have spent precious years of my life on the sidelines, analyzing life more than I ever lived it. I don't want time to keep passing, day by day, while I'm accompanied by the guilt of knowing I spent my only life on disguising fear as practicality.
I won’t let time take away what should have been. I won’t give it the satisfaction.One life. It’s worth an attempt.
Just For Fun
Photos

NYC in the snow 1
01/25/2026
NYC in the snow 2
02/22/2026
NYC in the snow 3
02/22/2026
Friends 1
09/04/2026
Friends 2
09/13/2025
Friends 3
09/07/2025
Friends 4
04/24/2026
NYC at night 1
03/27/2026
NYC at night 2
09/05/2026
NYC at night 3
09/05/2026
NYC at night 4
10/03/2025
NYC 1
09/29/2025
NYC 2
04/18/2026
Zoo York 1
01/21/2026
Zoo York 2
09/12/2026
Zoo York 3
09/17/2026
Zoo York 4
11/25/2025
Zoo York 5
10/19/2025
Sketches
Videos
What If I Call?
A video I made for Alex Crichton for his song. Inspired by NYC and the melancholy of the holidays. Cool guy. 9 Million listeners on Spotify.
La Colombe Coffee
A video I made for La Colombe Coffee. Inspired by the feeling of getting ready and having that first sip of coffee.
Building ASPERA
The Company
My roommate and I wanted wanted to build something to help the people that are in our shoes just a couple years ago. Those who are struggling to find their balance and routine as they transition into adulthood.
The Mission
Aspera is for the people who feel overwhlemd. We hope that the people who come across our app can use it to help them find their rhythm in the noise. So that they can organize their life to direct their actions towards their ambitions.
A Clothing Company. BEDIATI.

The Company
I sought out to make a brand that connects people with streetsy and contemporary clothing. Got some good sales, and ended up moving onto other things, like the website you're on:)

The Mission
This is a picture of one of the customers, Jose. He bought shirts and a laptop case, partially to match one of his new tattoos. I love how people around the world are captivated by the same things, whether that's a mythology or a style.

The Designs
One of the best selling designs. It depicts a stylized Icarus as he flies high into the sky. Another popular collection is "Above The Law", which features vintage-style western designs.
Freelance Work
Quotes I Like
“There are years that ask questions and years that answer.”
- Zora Neale Hurston“It takes a long time to become young.”
- Pablo Picasso“'You're not the same as you were before,' he said. 'You were much more... muchier... you've lost your muchness.'”
- Lewis Carroll“If you're lonely when you're alone, you're in bad company.”
- Jean-Paul Sartre"Better to be worn from wear than worn from rust."
- Unknown"It ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to."
- W.C. Fields"Be yourself so people looking for you can find you."
- Arlan Hamilton"The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time."
- Jack London“Let's think the unthinkable, let's do the undoable. Let us prepare to grapple with the ineffable itself, and see if we may not eff it after all.”
- Douglas adams“My kids are starting to notice I'm a little different from the other dads. "Why don't you have a straight job like everyone else?" they asked me the other day.
I told them this story:
In the forest, there was a crooked tree and a straight tree. Every day, the straight tree would say to the crooked tree, "Look at me...I'm tall, and I'm straight, and I'm handsome. Look at you...you're all crooked and bent over. No one wants to look at you." And they grew up in that forest together. And then one day the loggers came, and they saw the crooked tree and the straight tree, and they said, "Just cut the straight trees and leave the rest." So the loggers turned all the straight trees into lumber and toothpicks and paper. And the crooked tree is still there, growing stronger and stranger every day.”
- Tom Waits
My Favorites
Books
The Three-body Problem (2008) - Cixin Liu
Blindsight (2006) - Peter Watts
The Great Gatsby (1925) - F. Scott Fitzgerald
The Book of Five Rings (1645) - Miyamoto Musashi
The Man Who Folded Himself (1973) - David Gerrold
Project Hail Mary (2021) - Andy Weir
Movies
Another Round (2020) - Thomas Vinterberg
Nightmare Alley (2021) - Guillermo del Toro
Hotel Transylvania (2012) - Genndy Tartakovsky
The Man From Earth (2007) - Richard Schenkman
Rocky (1976) - John G. Avildsen
谁的青春不迷茫 (2016) - Tingting Yao
Songs
The Heart of Saturday Night (1974) - Tom Waits (Track 1 on the Radio)
Sunday Mornin' Coming Down (1970) - Kris Kristofferson (Track 7 on the Radio)
Rubble To Rubble (2016) - Wilderado
Sunburn (2022) - Almost Monday
No Surprises (1997) - Radiohead
I’ll Try Anything Once (2006) - The Strokes
Videos
Games
Dishonored (2012) - Arkane Studios
Deus Ex (2000) - Ion Storm
Fallout: New Vegas (2010) - Obsidian Entertainment
Bioshock (2007) - Irrational Games
Salt and Sanctuary (2016) - Ska Studios
Bloodborne (2015) - From Software
Poems
Antigonish - William Hughes Mearns
Solitude - Ella Wheeler Wilcox
What's up?
Cozy Corner
If you're tired, or nothing on here is particularly interesting to you, just take a break here:)








































